Mega Dose!

Oh my goodness, I thought my follistim dose was high already!  Well, my nurse called me today and told me to increase my dose to 450 units so that I would respond better to the med.  The FSH level was elevated so that means I am absorbing the med but that I just need more since the Estrogen level was low yesterday.  I go back to the clinic on Wednesday for a blood draw and an ultrasound.  We shall see where we go from there.  The original tentative date for the retrieval was Jan 17th but now that we had to increase my med I am not sure what the new tentative date will be.  So far so good though with the shots and such.  I guess today was the weirdest day so far, I felt like I had mush brain, I couldn't concentrate well.  I haven't felt too emotional yet, no crying outbursts, or rages of anger, thank God!  My husband says I have been more feisty than normal.  I have heard of girls just crying uncontrollably so I feel thankful that I haven't had that happen yet!  Besides the belly turning into somewhat of a pin cushion everything is pretty good, definitely worth having a baby :)